How does it feels like to grow up??

[agentpink]

hmmm..was sitting here..browsing my fren's frenster...suddenly i feel sad..:thumbdown: i saw a few of them posting up,saying tht they r leaving the beautiful pearl of orient to go somewhere else to study..somewhere far..real far..like australia..

i dun wanna grow up..:thumbdown: i miss those times when i sit in the canteen n the break monitors come to me n tiup wisel..:angry: :thumbdown: ask me go back to class..

i miss those time rushing to tuition..:thumbup: sometimes early in the morning..sitting there n look at my teacher..:tongue_smilie: i miss talking in tuition class n get scolding by the teacher..:thumbup: i miss my old life so much..i refuse to move on..:thumbdown: how do u feel when u hv to leave ur secondary school??do u feel as bad as how i feel??:(

am i too stupid to miss things tht i can ever get to go through again??am i stupid to miss those time when i noe..i can never turn back the clock..I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!!i dun mind standing in the hall if my frenz r around..i really dun mind..:001_unsure:

[nicole1010]

well..still remember the song..Life is a constant change???
it's not wrong to miss old times..i still do..even after so many years..but as u move on..u will meet more great ppl and experience more interesting stuff...and u would cherish each and every one of them....so dun worry or think that u are stupid to miss old times..everyone does...anyway..juz enjoy ur life..and cherish every moment u have...life is a wonderful journey :)

[agentpink]

Easy is to get a place is someone's address book.
>Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart.
>
>Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
>Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes
>
>Easy is to talk without thinking
>Difficult is to refrain the tongue
>
>Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
>Difficult is to heal the wound...
>
>Easy is to forgive others
>Difficult is to ask for forgiveness
>
>Easy is to set rules.
>Difficult is to follow them...
>
>Easy is to dream every night.
>Difficult is to fight for a dream...
>
>Easy is to show victory.
>Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...
>
>Easy is to admire a full moon.
>Difficult to see the other side...
>
>Easy is to stumble with a stone.
>Difficult is to get up...
>
>Easy is to enjoy life every day.
>Difficult to give its real value...
>
>Easy is to promise something to someone.
>Difficult is to fulfill that promise...
>
>Easy is to say we love.
>Difficult is to show it every day...
>
>Easy is to criticize others.
>Difficult is to improve oneself...
>
>Easy is to make mistakes.
>Difficult is to learn from them...
>
>Easy is to weep for a lost love.
>Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.
>
>Easy is to think about improving.
>Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...
>
>Easy is to think bad of others
>Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...
>
>Easy is to receive
>Difficult is to give
>
>Easy to read this
>Difficult to follow
>
>Easy is keep the friendship with words
>Difficult is to keep it with meanings.

[ForeverDaniel]

Dun worry...we still have to grow....maybe growing can be a wonderful thing!!!! Gambatteh!

[Lilywhite]

How does it feels to grow up?

We are learning everyday...

Sometime, I do have the same thought like you, Ping Ping...
thinking and dreaming about the past...the sweet :thumbup:
& bad memories...:thumbdown:

My dear Ping Ping,

Life goes on.....Learn from yesterday, we live for today and hope
for tomorrow.....making the most of every moment, and every breath. :thumbup:

With love,
Lady Quiny

[agentpink]

thank u lady quiny to stop by juz to make me feel better bout growing up...i was a lil down at that time when i was reading bout my frenz leaving..still miss them..."em seh tak" leave them yet...hehe..but life has to go on...

Thank u for the advice...i'll remember it whenever i am down...

hugs hugs lady quiny...

[ShinD]

hmmm..was sitting here..browsing my fren's frenster...suddenly i feel sad..:thumbdown: i saw a few of them posting up,saying tht they r leaving the beautiful pearl of orient to go somewhere else to study..somewhere far..real far..like australia..

i dun wanna grow up..:thumbdown: i miss those times when i sit in the canteen n the break monitors come to me n tiup wisel..:angry: :thumbdown: ask me go back to class..

i miss those time rushing to tuition..:thumbup: sometimes early in the morning..sitting there n look at my teacher..:tongue_smilie: i miss talking in tuition class n get scolding by the teacher..:thumbup: i miss my old life so much..i refuse to move on..:thumbdown: how do u feel when u hv to leave ur secondary school??do u feel as bad as how i feel??:(

am i too stupid to miss things tht i can ever get to go through again??am i stupid to miss those time when i noe..i can never turn back the clock..I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!!i dun mind standing in the hall if my frenz r around..i really dun mind..:001_unsure:

sounds familiar to me...but thers this helpful lyrics i wanna share with u ping ping..

The leaves on trees they wither n fall
The trees will tumble no matter how tall
All the flowers they wither n die
And we will perish, that is not a lie

The truth of life is that everything changes
Everything changes with time, no denying
I know that from the start
Nothing remains the same
Coz the only truth in this world is change..

I see my friends they come n they go
Been to many places, high n low
I see the children they grow up to be
They are so blind, y cant they see that...

The truth of life is that everything changes
Everything changes with time, no denying
I know that from the start
Nothing remains the same
Coz the only truth in this world is change

In times of trouble, dun u worry
Our life on earth is like waves in the sea
Things they pass us by n by
The truth is change, no one can deny....

hope that u'll feel better after this...:thumbup:

[agentpink]

thank u so so so much shinD...itz a very meaningful lyrics..i really love it...thanks for helping me to feel better bout growing up...thank u..

[agentpink]

sometimes life is so weird hor???itz like certain ppl will get all the attention even if she dun need it while some will b put aside,getting no attention or shall i say little...

n when those how never get attention get juz a little attention from some other party,ppl will start talking bad bout him/her..u noe??things like she bodek lar..she lie one n stuff...

i grow up being the underdog..i am alwiz behind,hidden by my sister's shadow,ppl who r prettier,richer,more fun..sometimes when i get a little attention,ppl will say my mum pilih kasih lar,i alwiz bodek lar..haih...to those who tink i am whining..well..i am..so dun shoot me later ok??

some ppl wont understand how 'we' feel..crying our eyes out at nite,trying to look happy n confident though deep down inside us,we noe,itz hard to get ppl look our way no matter wat we do or say..izzit wrong to voice out my own opinion..i tink i got a few ppl hating me for doing tht..n i dun get it..y cant i say wat i tink??do i hv to act like i dun care,n juz keep my mouth shut??then wat's the use of forumming??or even blogging??

i am juz typing it here,itz ok if u dun read or u dun agree with me..some ppl may feel tht i am confident n happy girl..honestly,i dun wanna show the ppl who cares bout me how hurt i feel when ppl talk bad bout me..i mean i hv to b strong..i hv to act strong cuz i dun wan ppl to c the weak side of me..

i was being accused of doing things though to me,it don't seem that way..everyone seems to think that i am the bad one..n tht's bcuz they only hear from one side...n they dun really noe the whole situation..i'm so tired of all these..sometimes,i feel like running away..stop onlining,leaving my past..n juz b a new person..totally cut off with the past..but can i???i mean,i noe itz wrong to run away..but if one day,i can no longer tolerate with these things that r happening,seeing all the ppl i care turning their back on me..being invisible in everywhere,somehow never exist,den y shud i stay on n b tortured??the only thing that keeps me going is my mum,the aunties here n some of the pinkies who cares..who really cares..

i am a sensitive person cuz i am zero self-confidence..perhaps through experience..cuz when things go wrong,everyone will juz leave me..n i hv to fight alone..has been a wrong time since i last type so long...dun hv to read it..but if u do,thanks...

ps: pls pls pls dun tink tht i am seeking for sympathy..i am so sick of tht already...if u dun wanna read,pls dun..dun think u noe me well..no one will noe me better than my own family ok??to those who r trying to hurt me or my confidence,pls leave my life..juz ignore me if u dun like me..pls..

[ShinD]

sometimes life is so weird hor???itz like certain ppl will get all the attention even if she dun need it while some will b put aside,getting no attention or shall i say little...

n when those how never get attention get juz a little attention from some other party,ppl will start talking bad bout him/her..u noe??things like she bodek lar..she lie one n stuff...

i grow up being the underdog..i am alwiz behind,hidden by my sister's shadow,ppl who r prettier,richer,more fun..sometimes when i get a little attention,ppl will say my mum pilih kasih lar,i alwiz bodek lar..haih...to those who tink i am whining..well..i am..so dun shoot me later ok??

some ppl wont understand how 'we' feel..crying our eyes out at nite,trying to look happy n confident though deep down inside us,we noe,itz hard to get ppl look our way no matter wat we do or say..izzit wrong to voice out my own opinion..i tink i got a few ppl hating me for doing tht..n i dun get it..y cant i say wat i tink??do i hv to act like i dun care,n juz keep my mouth shut??then wat's the use of forumming??or even blogging??

i am juz typing it here,itz ok if u dun read or u dun agree with me..some ppl may feel tht i am confident n happy girl..honestly,i dun wanna show the ppl who cares bout me how hurt i feel when ppl talk bad bout me..i mean i hv to b strong..i hv to act strong cuz i dun wan ppl to c the weak side of me..

i was being accused of doing things though to me,it don't seem that way..everyone seems to think that i am the bad one..n tht's bcuz they only hear from one side...n they dun really noe the whole situation..i'm so tired of all these..sometimes,i feel like running away..stop onlining,leaving my past..n juz b a new person..totally cut off with the past..but can i???i mean,i noe itz wrong to run away..but if one day,i can no longer tolerate with these things that r happening,seeing all the ppl i care turning their back on me..being invisible in everywhere,somehow never exist,den y shud i stay on n b tortured??the only thing that keeps me going is my mum,the aunties here n some of the pinkies who cares..who really cares..

i am a sensitive person cuz i am zero self-confidence..perhaps through experience..cuz when things go wrong,everyone will juz leave me..n i hv to fight alone..has been a wrong time since i last type so long...dun hv to read it..but if u do,thanks...

ps: pls pls pls dun tink tht i am seeking for sympathy..i am so sick of tht already...if u dun wanna read,pls dun..dun think u noe me well..no one will noe me better than my own family ok??to those who r trying to hurt me or my confidence,pls leave my life..juz ignore me if u dun like me..pls..

Dearest ping :001_wub: ...
life is undeniably hard...we all come from different backgrounds and undeniably we cannot please EVERYONE that we want...:( :(
and sometimes, it hurt our self-esteem...being in people's shadow,that is the hardest thing to come about especially people who are close to us...:huh:
u ask urself, "y did god chose me to be in this way? y??" :001_unsure: :confused:
no answers come about...
its never wrong to voice out wat u think..in fact, it's a healthy way to say what u want...
can i say that when ur typing this u are venturing ur frustration?
if yes, then i will say im proud of u because u love urself above anything..not many people venture out in this way..some hurt themselves or others...
being sensitive is never wrong...but having zero self-confidence? im afraid u have to build it up..
be with people who gives u positive impact in your life..surround urself with people that appreciate you of what you are...remember Christina Aguilera in "Beautiful" ?
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today..

[ShinD]

something for u to cheer u up..hope u dont mind that i send u too many lyrics coz i felt that music is one way to cheer ppl up...:thumbup:

I woke up this morning with a smile on my face
& Nobody's gonna bring me down today
Been feeling like nothings been going my way lately
So I decided right here and now that my outlooks gotta change

That's why I'm gonna
Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried
For everytime somebody hurt my pride
Feeling like they won't let me live life
& Take the time to look at what is mine

I see every lesson completely
I thank God for what I got from above
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me

But I'm gonna carry on
Keep on singing my song

I never wanna dwell on my pain again
There's no use in reliving how I hurt back then
Remembering all of the hell I felt when I was running out of faith
Every step I vowed to take was towards a better day

Cos I'm about to
Say goodbye to every single lie
& All the fears I've held too long inside
Everytime I felt I could try
All the negativity I had inside

For too long I've been struggling. I couldn't go on
But now I've found I'm feeling strong and moving on
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me

But I'm gonna carry on
I'm gonna keep on singing my song

Whoa, & everytime I tried to be what they wanted from me
It never came naturally
So I ended up in misery, wasn't able to see
All the good around me
They wasted so much energy on what they thought of me
Simply just remembering to breathe

I'm human, I ain't able to please
Everyone at the same time, so now I find
My peace of mind living one day at a time

I'm human and I answer to one god
It comes down to one love
Until I get to heave above

I've made the decision
Never to give up
Til the I day I die no matter what

[agentpink]

shind..of course i wont get bored of ur lyrics...sometimes i juz need a place to voice out n juz do it in my sub-forum lor...cuz if i say it elsewhere,ppl dun like...my mum oso alwiz scold me...ask me dun say things like i wont hurt ppl..but sometimes,memang itz true ma..den i say,den ppl hate me for tht...haih...

in my own sub-forum,ppl will read,but if they scold me,then they wrong lar..cuz itz my sub-forum ma...but haih...tired lar...dunno when only i can get out of ppl's shadow n b known as PING PING...

[agentpink]

sometimes when u r down...
u will...
feelin' lonely...
feelin' sorry about youself...
feelin' depression...
feelin' stupid...
feelin' worthless...
feelin' hopeless...
feelin' nobody loves and cares about u...

it's normal,
everybody ever feel like that too..

but did u realize?
everybody in this world is an angel for somebody...

u r an angel for your parents...
u r an angel for your brother and sister...
u r an angel for your family...
u r an angel for your friends...
u r an angel for your beloved couples...
u r an anget for your pet...
u r an angel for someone which u possibly don't
even know...

and of course u r an angel of God...

sometimes when u had bad feelin'...
u just forget all of that...
or maybe u just realize it...

u don't realize that somebody's out there...
really admire u...
really loves u...
really care about u...
really happy 2 being around u...
really respect u...

because...
u r the one who always can make them smile...
u r the one who always solve their problem...
u r the one who lead them in to good things...
u r the one who cares u r the one who give them
pride...
u r THE ONE for them...


so...
appreciate yourself...
u r really an angel for somebody's out there
whether u realize it or not... but that's what u r...


one of God angels
Edwin =)

got this from frenster's buletin...thanks to ju-yen for reposting it when she got it...i guess i am a lonely girl....itz really meaningful though...

[ShinD]

ur not lonely ping! never say ur lonely! if ur lonely, who are the pinkies to u???

[agentpink]

ur not lonely ping! never say ur lonely! if ur lonely, who are the pinkies to u???

tht's so sweet...hehe...no ler..i say sometimes ma...when i dun online..ma lonely lor...:tongue_smilie: i noe shind alwiz here for me...n read all my crapz...hehe...thank u shind...

[ShinD]

tht's so sweet...hehe...no ler..i say sometimes ma...when i dun online..ma lonely lor...:tongue_smilie: i noe shind alwiz here for me...n read all my crapz...hehe...thank u shind...
no..im ok with it...im always listening to my frenz crap..be it problems or just for fun...:thumbup:

[Lilywhite]

sometimes life is so weird hor???itz like certain ppl will get all the attention even if she dun need it while some will b put aside,getting no attention or shall i say little...

ithe only thing that keeps me going is my mum,the aunties here n some of the pinkies who cares..who really cares..

ps: pls pls pls dun tink tht i am seeking for sympathy....

Ping Ping, I am reading your message over and over again.
At least u still have your family and now pinkies to share with you. :tongue_smilie:

The Game of Life is not a game in the conventional sense. There are no players, and no winning or losing.
Once the "pieces" are placed in the starting position, the rules determine everything that happens later.
Nevertheless, Life is full of surprises! In most cases, it is impossible to look at a starting position
and see what will happen in the future.
The only way to find out is to follow the rules of the game....
.....grow up as time goes by. :001_smile: :001_smile:

With love,
Lady Quiny

[Eeleng]

hmmm..was sitting here..browsing my fren's frenster...suddenly i feel sad..:thumbdown: i saw a few of them posting up,saying tht they r leaving the beautiful pearl of orient to go somewhere else to study..somewhere far..real far..like australia..

i dun wanna grow up..:thumbdown: i miss those times when i sit in the canteen n the break monitors come to me n tiup wisel..:angry: :thumbdown: ask me go back to class..

i miss those time rushing to tuition..:thumbup: sometimes early in the morning..sitting there n look at my teacher..:tongue_smilie: i miss talking in tuition class n get scolding by the teacher..:thumbup: i miss my old life so much..i refuse to move on..:thumbdown: how do u feel when u hv to leave ur secondary school??do u feel as bad as how i feel??:(

am i too stupid to miss things tht i can ever get to go through again??am i stupid to miss those time when i noe..i can never turn back the clock..I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!!i dun mind standing in the hall if my frenz r around..i really dun mind..:001_unsure:

im soo touched..:blush: i feel soo bad now.. i always wish not to go to school...i always wish that i can grow up faster to work or sumting like tat.. ping ping..u made me realise how wonderful school life is now.. i will treasure every second that i have in school and with my friends..
and ping ping.. ur not lonely at all..there are so many ppl out there who care for you.. and u have us.. we will always be here for u.. tats a promise..:thumbup:

[agentpink]

im soo touched..:blush: i feel soo bad now.. i always wish not to go to school...i always wish that i can grow up faster to work or sumting like tat.. ping ping..u made me realise how wonderful school life is now.. i will treasure every second that i have in school and with my friends..
and ping ping.. ur not lonely at all..there are so many ppl out there who care for you.. and u have us.. we will always be here for u.. tats a promise..:thumbup:


i am glad i made u love school...i'll love school forever...wait till u get out of school,u'll miss getting scold for not handing in homework...though u will get scolded in work oso lar..hehe..

the one thing i hate was the waking up time...other than that,i love all the times in school..tht's da only time u get to c all ur frenz,b equal with them n gets to talk too...sometimes,we shud appreciate wat we hv...

u can say i kolot lar...but to me,each n ever part of life shud b enjoyed..like now,we r at our teens n studying time...but we wanna b older than our real age,having make up at 13,wearing like we r 20 when we r juz 15(i saw tht in my juniors...so malu leh..they look more mature than our batch:blush: :blush: )

going to clubbing when we r underage...i dun encourage all those..to me,everything will fit in perfectly when itz time...when itz time to look matured,we will look matured...itz possible for a 15 to look like 20 but itz hard to look like u r 20 when u r already 30 years old...so,i tink we shud cherish each n every moment...enjoy everything that comes along the way..do not rush for it...

haha..i very kolot hor???but tht's how i tink..i hate to rush into things...take it slow n steady...nonit to rush mer..nowadays,even b4 the school kids r old enuf to work,they all rush to cari kerja after PMR...to me,we shud enjoy our teens time...when u r old enuf to work,u dowan to work oso ur parents will tendang u to work lar...so nonit rush one...tht explains y i din go cari kerja...haha..

some may need to find money for family n stuff..but i still tink we shud at work at young age..esp when u r only 14 or 15...enjoy ur life...after u finish studying,u'll hv ur whole lifetime to work..so dun worry bout it..hehe..:thumbup1: :thumbup:

dun say i kolot lar...:blush: :blush: :thumbdown:

[agentpink]

Ping Ping, I am reading your message over and over again.
At least u still have your family and now pinkies to share with you. :tongue_smilie:

The Game of Life is not a game in the conventional sense. There are no players, and no winning or losing.
Once the "pieces" are placed in the starting position, the rules determine everything that happens later.
Nevertheless, Life is full of surprises! In most cases, it is impossible to look at a starting position
and see what will happen in the future.
The only way to find out is to follow the rules of the game....
.....grow up as time goes by. :001_smile: :001_smile:

With love,
Lady Quiny

i love tht phrase...yes..i am glad i have all of u to b here for me when i need ppl to listen...i've been looking for ppl to understand how i feel n really listen to me...most of the time,ppl will juz get bored of me complaining..but tht's me..complain all da time..but i do appreciate all the love that was given to me..n i enjoy being in my all-girl family...

sometimes,i dun tell them everything-lah..i tell half half lar...so they noe half dunno half lor..but i wont hide from my family lor..i wont hide n lie to my mum..if i go out with guys,she'll noe it..n she'll meet them when she send me if she has the time to go in...n if i have hotel stays,i'll let her noe if guys r around...n according to my aunt*b4 my mum can even scold me* tht got guys is safer...cuz no guys,it'll b rather dangerous cuz hotel there very "chap"..at least got guys,they can help to jaga...but all the guys i noe very discipline mia...no kacau-kacau one...plus,the number of girls will alwiz b more than the number of guys...hehe..so kira perempuan conquer lar...n the food all bought by girls..the guys makan n pay only..:laugh: :laugh:

my sis alwiz ask me not to judge thing as it is now...experience everything n in future,look back n i'll understand...like i never understand y i hv to attend chinese class in malay school...den i decided to stop...now regret-lah..kenot baca daniel's article on my own,need translation...:blush: :blush: den i never understand y my mum hate some of my fren...now understand lar..sometimes i kena used sampai i oso tak tau...:blush: :blush:

thank u lady quiny...for giving me advice...haiya..sometimes i geram time,i wont think,juz type all out n feel better...hehe..i dun put in blog cuz dowan my sis to read it n worry bout me...n then tell all my family members...hehe..:blush: soli ya???i kena kacau here...